Life is Indeterminable

Went to Hospital Sungai Buluh this morning, hehe! Woke up at about 6.30am, then sit in Kala's car, reached the hospital at about 7.50am. Went to A & E department to see stuff.We wore surgical masks, actually I was quite scared because Hospital Sungai Buluh is one of the place where a lot of H1N1 cases. There were not much cases in the morning until teh siren rang, we knew that there was a red zone critical case edy. We rushed to the red zone to see what was going on. An old man was sent inside. He had a really bad injury, seriously bad. Both the femoral bones were broken, a big laceration on his right arm, a lot of bruises and cuts around the body and legs. What made it worse was his head was bleeding non-stop too. The skull was ruptured, deep cuts on the right parietal and occipital bone, haih...When he was admitted, he had lost his heart beat, breathing. The houseman and others were pressing the chest non-stop. There was a lot of blood in the mouth, most of teeth were broken. The doctor sucked the blood out from the mouth using tube. The situation was really panic as the doctor trying to save him for like 15-20 minutes. They even use the defribrillator for 2 times, but in the end the guy still cannot fight over the death and passed away. I was standing at the side, couldn't do anything, watching live in front of the medical team, praying in my heart that the guy can survive but in the end still....really can't accept how to cope with this kind of stress and tension if work in A& E department. I will definitely not choose this department, it's just too much for me!!! Suddenly realized that life is short. We did not know when we will end our life, maybe today. later, 2moro, in a month, in a year?? So, we seriously should appreciate everyone beside us especially our family members, friends, lover...Hmm...the guy just now was a motorcyclist who was ridden over by a lorry, and yet his family did not know the accident when he was admitted. They could not even meet him at the last moment of his life, I really could not imagine how they were going to accept this bad news.....Life, why r u so cruel???