Nuffnanger :-)

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

OBA, EMQ,MEQ, OSPE down....

2 more days to go!!!! Yahoo...and our very very final EOS3 (hopefully) only left with OSCE....I think that I have already screwed up OBA and OSPE, but whatever I still hope that I can pass my exam, at least with a B- (really hope that)...haih...sien man. Come on OSCE!!!! 2 more days, 2 freaking more days to release me and I wanna go home. Don't wanna spend one more month here to study!!!!

Thursday, June 25, 2009



Wednesday, June 24, 2009

EOS 3 coming soon?

Ickes, 5 more days to your exam ar....pls go to study!!!!
Aiyo, EOS only ma...why so scared?? Nth 1 la..
But it will determine your PMS wor..
Hmm...ya wor, better go study....><

Friday, June 19, 2009

Thursday, June 18, 2009


I have always miss chances in my life, no matter what. Must really learn how to appreciate it next time, but I still hope that there is a second chance although the chance is so seemingly small...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009


Ondine's curse- Automatic control is lost without the loss of voluntary control.

You can only SURVIVE if you stay awake and remember to breath!!!!

Ops, I think I have been cursed by someone......shit!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Bad Mood

I am in bad mood, but don't know why? Recalled everything that had happened, just felt that God was joking around with me. There is nothing good for me, what I have, received is nothing if compared to others. I need to work really hard to get what I want, and even though after all the hardwork, there is nothing much left for me, it is always like that. I have lost too much confidence since last time, I am not glad of myself,I always think that I am just a useless person living in this world. That's one of the reason I don't dare to try, and even give up very easily.I scared anything I tried, the outcome is not good. U might said at least you tried, but I have experienced it, the feeling was really painful. And I don't dare to feel it once again....Why? Why my life is so...miserable? I suck in everything, anything.

p/s: I am feeling that I have some "charm" power, not for myself but for others around me. Anyway, live happily people, don't be like me...

Friday, June 12, 2009


For the first time I see there are some hopes, although not that bright, but there are at least some!! I felt relief! This had boost up my confidence level, thanks a lot! What I must do is to keep rocking, maintaining it!!! O ya, just came back from KKB at 7.30pm. It was very fun. I learnt a lot there, especially in A & E department. Haha, get to see 1 case which a uncle dislocated his ulna-radius bone and the MA have to try very hard to pull it back as it is far more dislocate than normal cases. I can felt the patient was in pain at that time. Ouch!! Had a good time staying with my KKB housemates-Mogan, Benedict, Samuel + girls (from other house)-Faye, Angeline and Yan Qi. First night pasar malam, second night Nertz, third night movie marathon. Lols! Hope to go back to there next time and learn more!!! Wohoo!!!

Friday, June 5, 2009

I am so...

I wish I am more observant. Why everytime I will not notice and appreciate something until it is gone? Why am I not determined? I should keep on giving my try even though I know it will be very tough for me to get. Why I am always indecisive? I should let myself to know who really is and just aim for my target and go for it. I am regretted now, I repeated the history again and again. God always likes to play tricks on me. Once I tag them, they just no longer/impossible to become mine.