Exam. Holiday

Have you changed your Choice of Specialty??? Or still remain your choice??

Exam in 12 days time...sigh...my revision is progressing slow...slow like a crab??

MSK
CNS
Renal
Repro
Endo
GI
Haemato
Respi
CVS

Argh....so many systems to study!!!


Can't wait for the life after exam, it will be fun!!!

13--26 June: SGH (Singapore General Hospital) Clinical Attachment(Orthopedic & Neurosurgery Departments) + of course Singapore Trip :-) <18 June>---EOS 5 Result Release, Gan Jiong!

26-27 June: Moving House to B2-13-6, :-)

28-30 June: Some short trip? (Genting? Cameroon? Melaka? Sunway Lagoon?? )

1 July-7 July: KK Trip + KK Mount Climbing!!!

7 July: Fly back Kuching

7 July-18 August: Family Sweet Time, Kuching Friends Hanging Out Hours, Lots of Trips & Plans

19 August: Fly back KL

20 August: Convocation for Phase I Medicine (ME1/08)

23 August: BMed Sci Course starts.....><


Ok, gonna study now..........><

Hopeless Ickes

Ickes, can you tell me what u r doing now???

Why cant't you focus??? Please this is your critical week le..

You wanna fail your exams isit?? Have you forgetten your aim and target??

A- le, how r you going to achieve that??

Sigh....please la, leave fb for these 2 weeks first and just stop that fb game first!

Just focus ba, FOCUS FOCUS Pls I beg you, haih..........

You are really hopeless...

Official Hand-Over Ceremony

Finally, my term as SRC Treasurer had come to an end today when we have an official hand-over ceremony,at the auditorium, will miss the moment working/chatting with everyone in the council, arrgh...anyway this kind of experience can only be obtained once in the lifetime and it is wonderful though...now must focus focus in studying, hopefully the time to come in IMU will be more exciting on next semester!!!

Wave Good Bye to Mr. Treasurer!!

MBBS, BMed Sci Double Degree, woot woot!

Wei...today finally got the result offer of BMed Sci Aug 2010 intake!! Yea, will be staying 1 more year here in IMU. Must work very hard in doing research and I want my research to be published in the journal, hehe!!!! Must set high target to be the best researcher ever, find cure for cancer!!!

Ickes, your pathway has already shown out more clearly now:

IMU----MBBS (Phase I) 2/2008----6/2010
IMU----BMed Sci Degree 8/2010----8/2011
ANU----MBBS (Phase II) 2/2012---12/2013

Then----Dr. Tan!!!! (hehe)--now still a noob!! But I must work harder and harder!!!

Woot woot, double degree!!! Hehe...

ANU---my dream school!! I must go there, please let me go, okie??

Hopefully the above will be my pathway for my clinical school, okie??

Holiday-ing in Pantai Medical center

Hahahaha... Hospital is so fun...
What have you eaten today? I had delicious and savory meals served by sexy beautiful nurse. I am so proud to get all these services by just pressing on a button whenever I feel like I want to. Hahaha..Do you have this kind of privilege? =P

Breakfast-- Porridge with shredded chicken meat, orange juice and wintermelon

Lunch-- Grilled Rosemary Chicken with boiled potatoes served with chef's salad and fruit

Afternoon tea-- Banana cake

Dinner-- Steamed Fish with Tomatoes & Mushrooms, served with rice oyster mushrooms with shredded carrots, kangkung, and fruit

Better than Ajimal mamak. I enjoy a lot here. Haha. K la, see you guys soon. I will recover very fast under the care of the professional doctors and attractive nurses. I love Hospital Pantai! Muaxx Muaxx!!

Sick....

I hate my body. Y? Why you make me fall sick?? Felt unwell on Friday morning. Thought lecture started at 8am, woke up very early at 7.30am. Shit man, the lecture was at 9.15am, sien...already felt something wrong with me at that time. Couldn't even focus and listen to what Nilesh Kumar said for Cranial Nerve 2 lecture. He is really crazy, talk so much, I was damn blur and my body felt very cold.Straight after lecture I have PBL, guess what?? My PBL facilitator is Nilesh Kumar again. OMG, God please save me..he talked and talked so much again, causing me more headache, I didnt even focus and speak one single word during PBL, I was shivering although I put on my lab coat. Sigh...went to see doctor straight after PBL,he gave me antibiotic, anti-pyretic drug and anti-flu drug. No appetite at all on that day, drank milo + koko krunch then followed by medicine. Didn't on the fan, and I felt into a deep sleep, woke up and discovered that I sweat so much. But, it is a good thing. I felt better after all the sweat comes out.Went to take bath, the heater was spoilt, took a cold bath, how stupid am I?? Then followed han hong they all to watch movie at MV, didnt have appetite for dinner too. But the movie was nice although I felt damn cold in the cinema with my jacket on. Sigh...my condition wasn't improving. Saturday ordered delivery, fish mihoon soup, no appetite at all, felt like vomiting man, eat 8% only in the end. Sien..night time went to carr4 to eat dinner, The chicken rice tasted no taste at all, wth. Sigh...towards the night I felt a bit better dy.Went to Li Ly and huey ling house beacause YH wanna eat Baskin Robbin Ice-cream,lol. This morning wake up, my fever no more, but when I play facebook game, my fever comes back because I think I focus too much, sei lo, like that how to study??? I have wasted this whole weekend dy, sien sien, teach me what should I do now?? Can I just kill myself? Stress stress....


I am sick of myself because I am a person who like to delay my works and accumulate everything until last minute when suddenly a bulk of works come out at one time and I cannot handle it, arrgh!!! Ickes Angelo, can you please change yourself, you are no longer a small kid. Be an adult, can you??

>-< I am not a person who can hang out as a group...
During my sick period, I even felt that my life is not meaningful anymore. Maybe that's the reason which causes a lot of chronic disease patient to commit suicide because they couldn't handle the stress anymore. It's the headache which will drives you to think randomly, it's no that you yourself want to think like that..

More Dances in IMU!

"Save Our Earth" Week & Recruitment Drive Performances!!!

Random

TIRED of everything recently...

Lost the DRIVE to keep moving on..

Lack of MOTIVATION to survive...

WISH will never come true for me...

SICK of everything that fall upon me...

Please SAVE me, my friends...

Where are YOU guys???

Sigh...can't fulfill my Dream?

My feeling is so complicated now so I have decided to blog again...

So between studies and games, which one will you choose??

For every Medical students, I am sure most of the people will choose Studies, but as for me, I find it is hard for me to let go games, I am not sure why, maybe I am the type who always like to play games (eg: Treasure Hunt, Amazing Race that kind). I always have passion and enthusiasm in joining those games and to win all of them!!

Recently, I am planning to join Amazing Race Asia 2010, but it really gave me a lot of headache, causing me can't focus in my study. There are a lot of factors to be considered to join this race, not only for fun! First of all, before you want to apply, you must have a valid date of passport until 7 Nov 2011. Mine 1 till end of this year, that means I need to go renew my passport! And to apply the Race, I need to have a international driving license. I need to go JPJ to convert my Malaysian driving license to international 1. Both of these also cause me money and time!

Ok, if everything settled, then more problems to come! The audition on 13 March in Sunway. I have signed up for a communication skills workshop on that day and I need to collect T-shirt for the run which on the following day on that day itself too. That's mean I only can choose whether I want to go Audition or workshop? Ok, fine, I will choose workshop and T-shirt collection, I can use another way to apply for Amazing race,which is using mail-posting to Singapore!

Talk about mail posting, I can't really make sure that my mail will reach safely to their hands. What if the mail don't reach and all my efforts in making video, all the documents, renewed passport fee, international driving license fee all gone/wasted...

Ok, if i got selected for audition, they will call us for interview at other country for 2 weeks, that means I have to skip 2 weeks lectures and maybe PBL too!!! How can I do that? And I have to pay the money to travel to overseas for interview.

And if good news again, I got selected for final, which is around May to July, it may clash with MY EOS5, should I skip the test? Lol, impossible right? And if I skip the Rcae, then I can't join it next time anymore. And it will also clash with my clinical attachment in SGH which is fater EOS 5, and maybe KK mount which is on early July!!! And I am not guaranteed to win the Race too!!

So how, what should I do?? Every situation seems to ask me to give up for this audition!! And maybe I should. Next year perhaps huh?? If got chance again!

But I seriously am very passionate about this Race, it will be the happiest memory of my entire life if I got selected for the Race...sigh, maybe I just have no fate with it.....