Waking up after an afternoon nap and feeling so intensely that the world is so lonely, or rather yourself is so alone and lonely that there is no one there for you and only YOU yourselves? I just experienced this just now and this is not my first time to experience it.
Waking up from a dream, didn't even remember what the dream was. Surrounding was so dark. Switched on the light. Push open the door and look outside, the corridor was dark. It was so silent, nobody there. Push open the back door to go and collect my "still not dry"clothes, the wind blow, you felt so chilly. The sky was turning dark, and you felt so ALONE, LONELY.
This feeling was really bad and it made you feel so depressed and made you feel that there is no purpose in your life.
What is my purpose of life?? Who's there for me? Who am I close with? I start questioning myself....
I knew my family care for me, but somehow I wish I am closer to them, able to talk myself out to them.
I knew some my friends are really good, but somehow I don't find a real soul-mate.
Is my life going to pass just like this?
I think this reflects the world within me...
I am LONELY...:-(
Emo-ing again, lately a lot episodes of emo-ing feelings came to haunt me!!! And despite having two housemates here, what they did were making me more emo. They shared and talked with each other but not me, didn't cheer me up, didn't listen to me, didn't share their problems with me. I am getting more depressed having to stay with these housemates, especially the sensitive and quiet one! :-(
Gosh time flies, it's been one week now since starting of classes. Havn't really gotten to know my new batchmates well. But hopefully will be able to in the future. Next week will start my first rotation in surgery, I feel totally unprepared for it, sigh.
Road lies ahead is unclear, mysterious and undecided, we can only prepare ourselves physically, mentally and emotionally to accept and endure what are coming towards us. Take them as learning experience and become better. Never afraid of failure and giving up is never an option. Perseverance and diligence with minor mount of luck re our friends. Keep learning!!!!!
It's been really long since I last updated my blog. Currently I am in the capital of Australia- Canberra, to continue my final 2 years of mbbs. Next week will be the O week orientation and the official 3rd year will be starting right after that. Hopefully get to know more new friends. :)
Wah, damn long since I last updated about my own life. Well, time really flies, in 3 months time I will be finishing BMed Sci course, provided I can at least get second class upper for it. Then there are 6 months break for me before I am twinning to ANU, Canberra for my clinical years, hmm.....
A lot of things I would surely miss after I leave IMU, Bukit Jalil...
1. My Vista House(B2-13-6) & Housemates (of course B2-10-2) too...
2. My BMed Sci batchmates/ friends (all the random partayyyy, bbq sessions, movie marathon...and all the research shit we had been through together)
3. Research lab staff (Lee Mei, Shima, Diana, Bazlin and others....)
3. My lovely juniors (Sem 5,4,3,2,1......) too many people I would miss...
4. Pool mates, cheerleading friends and other people in IMU :-)
Gosh, what am I going to do in 0.5 years???
Hmm....I shall plan now..
8/4: Research findings presentation
4/5: Submission of loose bound Dissertation to AAD –
by 4.00pm
25/5: VIVA Examination & EBM
13/6-24/6: Clinical attachment in Seremban
30/7 : Fly to Penang
1/8-7/8: HK Trip
8/8: Fly back Kuching
Working, Clinical attachment in Singapore?, Europe trip? Melaka trip? Revising!
Guitar/Piano lesson/practice!!! Volunteer work!!! Marathon!!! Family time!!!!
Close your eyes. Open your mind. You will be unprepared. “Sucker Punch” is an epic action fantasy that takes us into the vivid imagination of a young girl whose dream world provides the ultimate escape from her darker reality. Unrestrained by the boundaries of time and place, she is free to go where her mind takes her, and her incredible adventures blur the lines between what’s real and what is imaginary.
She has been locked away against her will, but Babydoll (Emily Browning) has not lost her will to survive. Determined to fight for her freedom, she urges four other young girls—the outspoken Rocket (Jena Malone), the street-smart Blondie (Vanessa Hudgens), the fiercely loyal Amber (Jamie Chung) and the reluctant Sweet Pea (Abbie Cornish)—to band together and try to escape their terrible fate at the hands of their captors, Blue (Oscar Isaac), Madam Gorski (Carla Gugino) and the High Roller (Jon Hamm).
Led by Babydoll, the girls engage in fantastical warfare against everything from samurais to serpents, with a virtual arsenal at their disposal. Together, they must decide what they are willing to sacrifice in order to stay alive. But with the help of a Wise Man (Scott Glenn), their unbelievable journey—if they succeed—will set them free!
65 lucky Nuffnangers and their guests will have the opportunity to watchSucker Punch2 days before its official premiere in Malaysia, thanks to Warner Bros. Pictures!
We just need to blog about what we would do to escape if we were held against our will with Babydoll and her team. Well, before that let's introduce the sexy ladies first!
Babydoll (Emily Browning) has not lost her will to survive.She is determined to fight for her freedom!
Outspoken Rocket (Jena Malone)
Street-smart Blondie (Vanessa Hudgens)
Fiercely loyal Amber (Jamie Chung)
Reluctant Sweet Pea (Abbie Cornish)
Haha, yeap, indeed 5 hot gurls they are. If plus me, wakaka...
I am the Handsome Ickes (Lol, ss-ing)
So I will be surrounded by 5 hotties :-DDDD So bahagia....
So what I would do to escape if I were held against my will with Babydoll and her team?
We need to find 5 items before we will be able to escape:
1. Map
2. Fire
3. Knife
4. Key
5. Mystery Item
Our strategy is just SIMPLE!!!! And my way to escape is to find that critical mystery item!!! With all those powerful items, no doubt we will be able to escape :-DDDD
I believe that it's all inherited in our genes, which is revealed through our characteristics!!
So let's see!!
Outspoken Rocket
Handsome Ickes
Determined Babydoll
Street-smart Blondie
Loyal Amber
Reluctant Sweet Pea
Did you guys see the hint???
See carefully, It's :
OH DSLR!!!!!
OH DSLR!!!!!
Wow:
ITEM 5 MYSTERY ITEM IS REVEALED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But why DSLR??? How would we use it to escape???
= ="
Okay, let me explain....
Strategy 1:
With DSLR D7000 freaking cool gadget(high sensitivity image sensor in tough shooting situation), we can ZOOMM>>> and capture photo enemies daily patrol spots & activities
Wee..............
and then we can plan our strategies!!
Strategy 2:
With DSLR, we can record video of every single area of the prison, to plan ahead of how we will be able to survive through our way out of the prison!!
Strategy 3:
We can use the DSLR D7000 flashlight to glare on enemies' eyesight and made they go blind...
It will be then used as a SECRET WEAPON to blind enemies to HELP US ESCAPE OF THE PRISON!!!
WEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear Nuffnang, please grant me tickets so that I can join in with my teammate in the movie!!!!
But I can assure you that I will not bring THE MYSTERY WEAPON on that day :-D
Lastly, enjoy the trailer people, wish me luck to get the tickets k?? chiao!
Courtesy of Nusantara Edaran Filems and sponsors, 75 Nuffnangers and their guests will be able to catch Drive Angry on...26 feb and i posted this:
I don’t Drive Angry but I want to watch Nicholas Cage Drive Angry because “Angry Bird” is way too boring and I wan’t to watch something/someone which/who is ANGRY and it happened to be my idol-Nicholas Cage who is going to drive furiously, COOL plus AWESOME SHIT! :-D
Finally, on 18 Feb, I received 2 e-mails from Nuffnang:
E-mail 1:
Dear Nuffnanger,
You're cordially invited to the Nuffnang Premiere Screening of Drive Angry happening on;
Date : 26 February 2011 (Saturday) Time : 3.30 pm Venue : TGV 1st Avenue, Penang
wow, won a pair of tickets,
Awesomeshit Nicholas Cage again,hehe, but it's in Penang,:-( lol! Guess not going to go to Penang just to watch the show, haha! Or road trip to makan there?Hmm....c first...most probably nope.
E-mail 2:
Dear Nuffnanger,
Good news! As you can tell from the attractive prizes given away by F&N for the Magnolia Sherbet blogging contest, they're a bunch of really generous people there.
In addition to all the fabulous prizes already given away to the weekly winners and the bloggers with the most creative posts, F&N would like to thank all of you for your participation in the Magnolia Sherbet blogging contest by giving ALL of you who participated a pair of complimentary movie vouchers each! :D
Feel free to drop by our office from 9 am - 6 pm on weekdays (with the exception of public holidays) to collect your movie vouchers. Our office is located at;
12B5 & 12B6, Heritage House 33 Jalan Yap Ah Shak 50300 Kuala Lumpur
wow, won movie vouchers again,but need to go to the office to collect,aiks, so far :-( lol!
