:(

I need to stay strong, I must...

But deep inside my heart, I am suffering!

I really wished all this was just a dream, that when I wake up the next morning, I am back in Malaysia

To be honest, I can't really accept this, this is too much for me! :(

Good Bye

I got hit hard, really hard this time, probably it will change me for life.

This is a lesson, perhaps a valuable one, or maybe this is a call, to tell me where my true potential is in.

Alright today will be the history, today will be the day which will change how I would be like in the future.

RIP, old Ickes...

Complicated

Humans are complicated creatures, it is indescribable complex that sometimes you wish there is something to be done to destroy all the human-beings.

Emotions & feelings, sometimes they easily take over Logic & Moral.  Mind, Heart and Action are not always synchronized.

Family, supposed to be the best thing in the world, but sometimes you just can't feel its existence, well maybe   at least for 10% of the population.

Friends, used to be an innocent relationship, has slowly evolved as we ages, now even whom you thought who was/is your best friend will badmouth about you. Never trust others always.

Love, is a complicated thing, it is easy to find if you just want it to be a short one. In a nutshell, it is difficult to maintain and to find a right one who will always be there for you. You need the perfect "Time" at a perfect "Place" with  the perfect "Person".

People, the community, is generally a busy body society. They made fun of others to satisfy their own happiness, make lots of complaints and maybe just like to see things  which make them happy but doesn't realize it will make the subject sad.

Please the World, Can you stop being so complicated?

Grant me the Energyy

Just let me pass the exam without a second attempt alright?

I promised I will work hard during this holiday!!!

I have already planned ahead my holiday, please don't ruin it k??

* Eternal force of Calm* & *Lady of Luck* & * God of Logic *

Please assist me in this upcoming mission, thank you! Much appreciated!

Tiring soul

:(

Guilt is the worst feeling in the world when it is made worse by others.

What Excites Me to catch Disney•Pixar’s “Monsters University”!

Courtesy of Nuffnang Singapore, they are giving away 80 pair of movie passes for the "MONSTERS UNIVERSITY" movie which would be released on 20 June 2013.

What a great honor! I am extremely excited as I would be in Singapore this middle of June for a holiday to visit my girlfriend. Let me tell you, she is a big fan of cartoon characters and I am sure she would LOVE the Monsters University as there are so many "cute" or maybe "weird" monsters in it!

Actually, what EXCITES ME THE MOST is to think of the MOMENT TO BE with her is really coming SOON. We have no chance to be together everyday as I am currently studying in Australia while she is working and studying in Singapore. With this movie screening, If I win, it would be really sweet to think of how she would enjoy and have a good laugh while watching this movie, and for me, HER SMILE IS WORTH ANYTHING & EVERYTHING :)


The Trailer of "MONSTERS UNIVERSITY"could be accessed here:

http://youtu.be/r0PWAh-uCcE

GPSN Meeting

GP my pathway? Hmm...most likely. Attended a GPSN meeting today. Heard some of the doctors sharing their experience as medical student, intern, and pathway to become GP. It was pretty interesting when they got to do training at some developing countries and I was so amazed by some of their experience. 1 year internship, then 3 years of GP training you can get fellowship of the royal Australian college of general practitioners and do 1 more extra year you can get another fellowship in advanced rural general practice. GP my choice? Hmm...

Dark world within myself

Have you ever experienced this feeling before?

Waking up after an afternoon nap and feeling so intensely that the world is so lonely, or rather yourself is so alone and lonely that there is no one there for you and only YOU yourselves? I just experienced this just now and this is not my first time to experience it.

Waking up from a dream, didn't even remember what the dream was. Surrounding was so dark. Switched on the light. Push open the door and look outside, the corridor was dark. It was so silent, nobody there. Push open the back door to go and collect my "still not dry"clothes, the wind blow, you felt so chilly. The sky was turning dark, and you felt so ALONE, LONELY.

This feeling was really bad and it made you feel so depressed and made you feel that there is no purpose in your life.

What is my purpose of life?? Who's there for me? Who am I close with? I start questioning myself....
I knew my family care for me, but somehow I wish I am closer to them, able to talk myself out to them.
I knew some my friends are really good, but somehow I don't find a real soul-mate.
Is my life going to pass just like this?
I think this reflects the world within me...
I am LONELY...:-(

I am emo-ing

Emo-ing again, lately a lot episodes of emo-ing feelings came to haunt me!!! And despite having two housemates here, what they did were making me more emo. They shared and talked with each other but not me, didn't cheer me up, didn't listen to me, didn't share their problems with me. I am getting more depressed having to stay with these housemates, especially the sensitive and quiet one! :-(

E-M-O-I-N-G!! Someone can help me pls?

I am an INCOMMUNICABLE person

I must admit that I am not a very communicable person....

First of all, I have not much hobbies to talk about
eg: Cars, IT, football, basketball, tennis.......nah none of these :-(

Second of all, I have no clue about news & politics
because I don't read them :-(

Third  of all, I have not much common sense or general knowledge
:-(

Fourth of all, I am not a verbal, talkative person

Last of all, I don't share much of my feelings


So, I am just ........A BORING PERSON :-(