OBA, EMQ,MEQ, OSPE down....

2 more days to go!!!! Yahoo...and our very very final EOS3 (hopefully) only left with OSCE....I think that I have already screwed up OBA and OSPE, but whatever I still hope that I can pass my exam, at least with a B- (really hope that)...haih...sien man. Come on OSCE!!!! 2 more days, 2 freaking more days to release me and I wanna go home. Don't wanna spend one more month here to study!!!!

给大学及学院生的忠告‏

1.进入大学，你的所有过去对于他们来说是一张白纸，这是你最好的重新塑造自己形象的时候。
2.大学可能有真实的爱情，但只是可能。很多时候他们是因为别人都谈恋爱而羡慕或者别的原因而在一起。
3.你在大学有很多意外用钱的地方。为了你的家人和你自己的前途，永远别乱花钱。
4.你大学的朋友很可能就是你将来事业的一部分。他们会帮助你。但是你也应该让自己有能够帮助他们的实力，所以，你要努力。
5.很多事情当你再回忆时会发现其实没什么。所以，不管你当时多么生气愤怒或者别的，都告诉自己不必这样。
6.学习，永远不要忘记。如果你学习失败了，你就什么也不是，当然，也不排除意外，但问题是，你会是那个意外吗？
8.好好利用在公共场合说话的机会，展示或者锻炼。
10.如果你发现很久了你一直是一个人去食堂吃饭或者去上自习，别在意，大学里一个人是正常的。
11..很多事情别人通知你了，要说谢谢，没有通知你，不要责怪，因为那些事情你其实应该自己弄清楚。
16.经常给家里打个电话。
18.如果你三/四年内很少去图书馆的话，你就等于自己浪费了一大笔的财富。
25.如果把上课不睡觉当做一种锻炼并且你做到了，那么，你将会很强。
27.别怕丢人，那是一种成功的尝试，不要笑话那些上台丢人的人。
28.从绝望中寻找希望，人生终将辉煌。
33.记住:为自己设定一个远大的人生目标，并终生为之奋斗。
35.大学的竞争范围是所有的大学生，所以，你知道是否敢放松学习。
36.大了，成熟了，稳重了，但是这和激情不矛盾，一种对工作和学习的冲击力及持久力会让你有特殊的魅力。
40.英语一定要学好。
44.每个星期一定要抽时间出来锻炼身体的。好处多多。
54.准备考研，早点比晚点好。
61.喜欢一个人，就勇敢地告诉他或者她。大学是学习的地方，但是我理解爱情的力量。
64.后悔，它是一种耗费精神的情绪，后悔是比损失更大的损失，比错误更大的错误。所以不要后悔。
65.我们确实活得艰难，要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，便足以使我感奋不已。
73.记住结交每一个值得结交的朋友。
74.无聊的时候，别忘记朋友。朋友无聊的时候，别忘记你是他们的朋友。
75.如果你没有珍惜大学这三/四年，你一定会抱憾终生。

EOS 3 coming soon?

Ickes, 5 more days to your exam ar....pls go to study!!!!
Aiyo, EOS only ma...why so scared?? Nth 1 la..
But it will determine your PMS wor..
Hmm...ya wor, better go study....><

KKB Pics

Chance

I have always miss chances in my life, no matter what. Must really learn how to appreciate it next time, but I still hope that there is a second chance although the chance is so seemingly small...

Curse

Ondine's curse- Automatic control is lost without the loss of voluntary control.

You can only SURVIVE if you stay awake and remember to breath!!!!

Ops, I think I have been cursed by someone......shit!

Bad Mood

I am in bad mood, but don't know why? Recalled everything that had happened, just felt that God was joking around with me. There is nothing good for me, what I have, received is nothing if compared to others. I need to work really hard to get what I want, and even though after all the hardwork, there is nothing much left for me, it is always like that. I have lost too much confidence since last time, I am not glad of myself,I always think that I am just a useless person living in this world. That's one of the reason I don't dare to try, and even give up very easily.I scared anything I tried, the outcome is not good. U might said at least you tried, but I have experienced it, the feeling was really painful. And I don't dare to feel it once again....Why? Why my life is so...miserable? I suck in everything, anything.

p/s: I am feeling that I have some "charm" power, not for myself but for others around me. Anyway, live happily people, don't be like me...

Brightness

For the first time I see there are some hopes, although not that bright, but there are at least some!! I felt relief! This had boost up my confidence level, thanks a lot! What I must do is to keep rocking, maintaining it!!! O ya, just came back from KKB at 7.30pm. It was very fun. I learnt a lot there, especially in A & E department. Haha, get to see 1 case which a uncle dislocated his ulna-radius bone and the MA have to try very hard to pull it back as it is far more dislocate than normal cases. I can felt the patient was in pain at that time. Ouch!! Had a good time staying with my KKB housemates-Mogan, Benedict, Samuel + girls (from other house)-Faye, Angeline and Yan Qi. First night pasar malam, second night Nertz, third night movie marathon. Lols! Hope to go back to there next time and learn more!!! Wohoo!!!

I am so...

I wish I am more observant. Why everytime I will not notice and appreciate something until it is gone? Why am I not determined? I should keep on giving my try even though I know it will be very tough for me to get. Why I am always indecisive? I should let myself to know who really is and just aim for my target and go for it. I am regretted now, I repeated the history again and again. God always likes to play tricks on me. Once I tag them, they just no longer/impossible to become mine.